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Sunday, June 27, 2010
i love ui miss u i need u im sorry i hurt u so badly pls forgive me i cant bear to be away from u i wont be able to take it if u leave me i numb myself with singing so tt i dont have to tink about ur pain it hurts me to see u so miserable take care dearest Thursday, June 24, 2010
a post of hope, confidence and trust i've been swayed by alot of tings tt happened in my life lots of tings..i havent been true to myself no i havent been standing up 4 myself i've been pushing myself down, having little self-confidence makes me want to cut my hair although i realli love my hair nw i like having short hair, it made me so fearless somehow i dont have to try to change to be someone im nt i nid to start having a fulfilling life be what i used to be in my past tt fearless, confident girl i noe is inside me my natural leadership ability, tt never give up attitude fighting 4 what i believe in nt letting others decide 4 me i cn be independent, strong and nt get bullied i have to stand up 4 myself in order to love someone fully, i have to start loving myself fully first makes me want to be single man lol i forgot wat being single was like alr :) lol nites ppl Sunday, June 20, 2010
i want to buy stuff! like tt cellulite buster and ''my beauty diary'' masks o.o maybe a pore minimiser would be nice too and..i realised smth else greg is e nicest guy on planet earth!! its realli my fault to tink tt our rs is goin downhill or smth just cuz i didnt dare try smth new, smth as simple as hearing my bf's voice i tot maybe i didnt love him anymore! GASP! ok i was actually straying, i guess tings werent realli goin well, we were kinda arguing and all basically all my fault..then well nw..everytin's ok i guess i mus always rmb tt '' just bcuz a person dosent love u e way u wan him to, dosent means he has stopped loving u'' lol maybe i didnt feel it from him, bt all tis while, he has been loving me, i just didnt know it! i have to start treating him betta and...i knew y i put his name on fb alr... partly bcuz i knew ppl would approve of him bt mainly cuz i accepted him as my 1st SERIOUS bf yeah..i want him to be happy with me :) no more hurt, lies and playing...lol i sound like a wife or smth, maybe cuz my mom kips asking if he treats me gd or nt..blahx she wants to tell my dad someday..and im like...NO! rofl P.S sry 4 all e bf talk :) goodbye dear friends Saturday, June 19, 2010
hi its me again sighs..there's no one at hme and im waiting 4 an sms darling is sick, he just threw up a few hrs ago...poor boy sighs i had one of those deep conversations with myself just nw it was so frustrating and it scared me..frankly quite alot a need and a want i tink i discussed tis topic b4 in my past posts, bt i tink tis is it. its e ultimate conclusion lol a need is smth u cant live without u need air, water and food and relationships a want is smth u cn live without like a pair of shoes, clothes, material possesions and e shocking ting is i surprised myself i dont need a bf, i want a bf i found out what i realli need....someone hu genuinely wants me to be in their lives and dont take me 4 granted its nt realli bout love anymore, u cn say u love someone, bt does ur heart feel tt way? yea..so tis issue made me realli depressed i dunno wat brought on tis conversation, it just happened god mus be telling me smth..except i dunno...maybe smth is blocking me from seeing e real pic or i just wan to kip lying to myself, pretending everytin's fine wat is wrong with me!!!!! emotional much lol P.S my eng improved i tink, all thks to dennis (godbro-friend) rofl Sunday, June 13, 2010
sobs its so dark and gloomy nwbt perfect 4 sleeping! hahas :) EVENTS 1. cca camp 14th-16th 2. k-box session with crys 18th 3. steamboat with jojo and PT 4. 1st mth anv G&MX 14th hahas it looks little..bt wth at least i cn go out hmmm....having horrible flu and headache nw popped pills alr bt dun seem to make me betta LOL i wonder if'll have e energy to go camp tmr..haix just wan to make my G happy sighs cant eat bbq..saded hope i cn get well soon...havent even packed 4 tmr :) alrite G talkin to me nw toodles peeps! Monday, June 7, 2010
its raining..tts greati always feel betta wen it rains, nt tt i hate e sun or anytin i love e elements, e sun, rain, wind and all bt wen it rains in e night, its e best, i'll get a gd nites slp anw im feeling too relaxed nw, like there's no exams anymore or smth i totally blew up at my bf today, just shouted at him 4 no reason was on e verge of breaking down all bcuz of a misunderstanding, he had to stay back to study and couldnt go hme with me as he failed labtest i was like..okie at first i was alright then e next min i was realli angry with him then he was like...im worried bout u and do u need me to rush over to see u nw? bt i was still angry...and its like i was acting like such a bitch today and he had to suffer all my shit, so i was feeling real bad then he said some words of reassurance and im all better yea im an asshole, i treat guys like they're entertainment..i hate myself 4 admitting tt bt maybe..just maybe..greg could be e one 4 me i wonder if i'll let myself love him wholeheartedly..i dont wan to hurt him bt its too early to see his character..nt even a mth..bt its approaching i hope we cn give each chances to love.. dunno wats wrong with me...maybe fear tt i'll scare him away like my last gd luck 4 exams ppl!! & loving u still G! Wednesday, June 2, 2010
i tink i used to love blogging or rather, writing in a journalbt im like super busy tis whole wk. preparing 4 exams its driving me mad it was like bac in sec sch where u had to study like a crazy person just to get tt A grade bt nw its my GPA im aiming 4 my 3.5 and above! wondering if i cn even make it wat with all e accounting shit wich i dun understand at all and ship operations, wich no one realli bothered to absorb cept' those guai kia LOL usually ship-op on fri at poly marina so its like just go there and slack man, and enjoy air-con day if gt break so go to playground and climb stuff and play flying fox!! our loves!! LOL we will laugh until stomachache man hahas so yea..been studying alot tis wk, catching up on all e crap tt i didnt listen in class totally regret..cuz its like nw so many stuff dun understand and dunno wich parts are impt cept' 4 logistics heng gt my darling greg to pei me last 2 days sick..go flu and sore throat damn worried 4 him then its like today he came sch alr..so im so relieved..life is so much betta with him at least he dosent bully me like my poly frens do..sobs HAHAS signing off! :)
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