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Sunday, August 22, 2010
wat kind of a person am i? realli?cuz i cant figure it out anymore i just told ben smth ystd, said i would give my all 4 e person i love, until i lose self-confidence such as in e case of greg bt wen im nt in a rs, i cn be happy and do wateva i want sighs y does a rs suck out so much of a person's life? one part of me wans to be attached another part of me dosent wan to heck e weather isnt very gd on sundays, esp today it feels damp and nt very sunny i like sunny places, with all e natural elements around me i miss nt getting headaches and nt caring bout hw i look im sure i was happier wen i was younger like life was more happy-go-lucky bt no use turning e clock back, wats done is done, gotta look forward sighs i still have to live with e probability tt greg will nt cme back to me anymore double sighs LOL Friday, August 13, 2010
im so sick and tired of tinkin bout u occasionallyy cant i just wipe u out of my life? ur like tis constant reminder tt i need u to determine ny happiness weirdly, u have tis strange effect on my moods and i hate tt u ruin wat i have built up with just a simple thought of e times we had b4 god! wen e day comes wen i cn completely stop tinkin bout u, it would be e day i get a new bf and dun worry tt day wont cme soon i will stay single and available, i dont need u anymore or at least tts wat i tell myself hell i dun nid a guy to make my life complete! im MEIXIN! i cant lose myself over shitty ppl hu make me feel degraded and useless rs are supposed to make a person feel betta bout themselves, just to repeat so yea..i feel so much betta aft saying it all out hahhas nw i cn go off to study my ship ops alr toodles ppl be strong! Saturday, August 7, 2010
there are days when u feel like everytin's perfecte sun's shining into ur room, ur playing xbox 360 with ur sister wich u havent done in a long while e baby cousin is asleep and u feel life has neva been betta :) tts hw i felt today hmmm...its called contentment i tink i stoppped goin aft branded stuff as i get older, or maybe its cuz i feel there's too much luxury items in my home alr somehow...im happy with wat i have i could ask 4 more bt well..hw cn i ever find true happiness this way? there's this book called ''how i live now'' on e glass table in my living rm its by penguin books and MAN! i've neva read smth so simple and at e same time very interesting b4 e eng is understandable and e characters lead e kind of life i wish i had :) no wonder my sis decided to buy it im definitely a fan of penguin books nw hmmm my sis put seperators? in her teeth ystd to prepare her 4 braces she cant eat meat nor fish nor vegs...nt even bread or anytin solid its like she became a patient in a hospital..surviving on porridge, and liquid food makes me feel lucky tt i took off mine i just realised smth..me and greg put braces b4 and alr took them off tt makes us have smth in common..no wonder i feel he's so charming 24/7 yea i may be blinded by him alr HAHAS anw have been mentioning him recently to jojo and pt like all e time and i rmb jojo said smth like ''if u want to be with him, u can'' she makes me feel like life is so much betta than wat i tink it is, wich is well...boring its no wonder i feel so comfortable round my frens, esp jojo i have to stop tinking bout him have to dispel tt ray of hope tt he'll sms anytime soon i have to concentrate on improving myself first bt no one told me it was goin to be easy sighs off to facebook! bye ppl
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