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Saturday, February 26, 2011
know how love can get to you sometimes?like realli get to you, till you cant realli concentrate on anytin anymore till tt person decides to contact u again wich could be never im tired of feeling tis way tired of depending on you i havent got e strength to break away from u like i did with e rest of my exs i noe e reason. im still charmed by u everyting bout u is still perfect its no wonder i create all tis stress and pent up anger wen i dont get what i want and i cant find another place/venue to vent it on my life is empty without u damn even wen im writing tis, im hoping u would call me or sms me i feel like crying every damn night i just miss u so much y am i such a stupid weakling? cn someone just make my life betta alr? everytime i tink bout u i get all upset inside i create all tis trouble for myself and u noe nth of it i wanna give up im scaring myself by being all paranoid fuck it im giving up i swear to god i wont see u again i wont talk to u again and i definitely will not call u fuck u heart-breaker no point loving someone so much and hurting myself in e process fuck it all Friday, February 25, 2011
i guess i just needed to talk to myself againsince my most trusted person decides tt tonight he dosent want to entertain me and anw he cant even rmb my blog address zzzzz i dunno y i cn stand and bear everyting tt my frens throw at me bt i get super upset if he dosent call/ sms back i told myself to get over him alr and still my stupid mind cant comprehend tt i wonder wats my prob y im so besotted and mad bout him i mus be crazy y else would i let him affect my mood for e rest of e night well he seems happy enough tonight judging from e noise in e background mus be enjoying himself over some celebration dosent realli tink y i called him like it isnt impt well hell yeah maybe it isnt, i just needed to unload my feelings he cant stand tt? or am i realli just a big drama queen? like he said b4 damn it kills to be nice i wonder wat im doing wrong in my life its like puppet strings are on me...i havent got a choice or smth Tuesday, February 22, 2011
i honestly wish u could be happier with meim happy as it is alr bt it dosent seem e same to you i noe ur working and having more stress than i am right now and i want to make it better for you i just wan to see u happy around me yeah u smile and laugh bt e days arent like before, e first few mths we've been tgt i try to shake off e feelings i have for you i try to push them away, avoid them all i can bt wenever u tell me ur tired or get pissed at me, i find myself hurt i neva wanted u to be unhappy around me im so blissed wenever im in ur arms do u feel e same way? i dunno y im feeling so down nw...maybe its cuz i still cant let you go aft all this wks i still want u i dunno hw u feel towards me surely i noe u dun hate me, bt at times u look sick and tired to see me its like im wasting ur time u have so many tings to do, neva finishing them i wish i could help to make ur life different so u would be happier bt am i doing it e wrong way? are you realli happy with me? or are u just there to make sure i dont cry and do stupid tings again what are you realli tinking at times? i realli dont get it i noe u dun have any more feelings towards me bt e actions u show me proves otherwise im nt sure anymore bt i noe im happy with you nw wichever state we're in, wateva our relationship is sadly e 3 magical words would neva again be said by u THE END
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