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Wednesday, April 27, 2011
i figured i should be more kind to uim such an asshole sometimes wen im supposed to be angry, i control it wen im supposed to control my anger, i let it burst i dont wan to take you for granted i realli do love u and tis is not an emo post :) its supposed to encourage me and make me happy again u know wat my mom said? she said ur qualities are pretty gd, and my dad didnt say anytin, my grandma said ur muscular and tall and i agree with every one of them im realli an asshole u have every right to get mad at me im real glad my mom told me to treasure u if i realli did lose u bcuz of my shitty personality im gonna regret it so bad like i did e last time hahahas i wrote a whole post based on just a few sentences my mom said dear, forgive me i love u Saturday, April 23, 2011
i dun realli noe if u will read tis post or anytin cuz just a few mins ago i said i would be posting in my blog again i just wanted u to noe tt...i realli love u and its hard sometimes to be away from u even if its just a few days yeah, u get angry wen u dun have time to do ur own stuff bt i always presume u would be happier with me there i mean, if i cn be with u 24/7, it would probably be e happiest ting tt ever happen to me of course, i would still want my family and a few frens bt nth realli compares to spending all tt time with u i like to see u smile at me or make jokes bout me being a sotong i noe it makes u laugh at times, i dun realli noe y i do tings just to make u happy even if its uncomfortable for me or i dun realli like it seeing u so psyched up and excited makes alot of difference im scared u might leave me again i cn rmb tt crazy day wen we broke up i was going insane, getting more and more irrational by e min and u knew it, bt u were so far away it felt like millions of knives going at very fast speeds, hitting my chest very cliche right? bt tts wat i felt so i control myself, i make myself see tt u have been alr very gd to me, wich is a fact and i appreciate e tings u do for me, e tings u give me bt sometimes i wonder? do u love me as much i do u? Sunday, April 17, 2011
sometimes i wonder was it realli e right move to be ur gf again?im miserable again i wonder y tt is so? its weird i used to always want u back as a bf, nt special frens/ friends with benefits bt aft i finally got wat i wanted im starting to see all e negative sides to a relationship im nt ready for one am i? im still discovering who i am inside its confusing and complicated all e same time and i noe you cant help me in any way real depressing maybe its cuz i didnt have a very gd sleep last night i was scared of dark shadows wich i knew werent there, bt i still imagined tt there were and i was surprised tt i could hear my phone buzz while at my bed it was bout a metre from my bed to e table what do i realli want then? if nt to be with u, wat is my real need? a companion? a no-holds barred rs? i actually tink i was happier wen we werent bounded by e words ''relationship'' it brought back stupid thoughts i cn feel tt part of me coming back up to complicate tings again i expect you to be there for me 24/7, even though ur working i expect you to bring me out and play every wkend, nt go to ur hse and foreplay i expect you to listen to me and my troubles, cuz ur e closest person i have in my life i expect you to accompany me wenever i need u selfish and conceited thoughts, i know i wish i could throw away all tis rotton thoughts of mine bt at e same time i sometimes wish things could go my way, instead of me accomodating you all e time' last selfish thought: you dont seem to appreciate me, at times Wednesday, April 13, 2011
have been pressing e repeat button for this song 3 times alr! im attached nw :) to my guanhong! i love him so much! anw i have been working for 2 days at bcs toa payoh at least im earning money a wk ago i was at ttsh working as a surveyor with xl, earned like 75 bucks haix i did so many cool tings aft i recovered from my sore eyes i went for a free dental check up at amkhub and realised im growing wisdom teeth on my top right and i needed polishing and scaling btw i went with my bf and we both got free dental floss hahahhas ystd aft work i took bus from toa payoh wen to meet bf..missed him lah! he looked so charming to me wich is all e time :) and we wen compass point again, walked around, wanted to get brownie with ice-cream bt lib resaurant was close..so wen to get sushi! addicted to it! influenced by him :) i feel like eating freshness burger's doughnuts! wanna try e choc flavour one maybe i will aft tt :) love e raisin one so much! bye peeps!!!
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